1.If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?

huh? am i daft?

2. Were you happy when you woke up today?

no.never.

3. What’s something that can always make you feel better? When did you need it last?

nothing.it cant happen.

4. What are you excited for?

to see how i die.

5. What were you doing yesterday?

wasting time.the usual.

6. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?

my finger.clean.

7. Have a best friend(s)?

think so

8. Are you scared to fall in love?

no.

9. Do you think teenagers can be in love?

yes.

10. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?

myself.

11.What do you want right now?

have water.

12. Who was the last person you took a picture with?

too many. group photo.

13. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?

taken.

14. When was the last time you cried?

bolbo na.

15. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

okay.

16. Do you find it hard to trust others?

no.

17. I bet you miss somebody right now..

i dnt like ppl who bet.

18. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?

r u?

19. Tell me what's on your mind.

if i do..then u wouldn't live to read it

20. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?

to turn into something that i never was

21. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?

Yes, pretty often.

22. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?

huh?

23. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?

Yes.

24. How's your heart?

ok. as of now.

25. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?

always

26. Do you think somebody's in love with you?

i think so

27. What are you planning on doing after this?

read

28. When will your next kiss take place?

in exactly 30 seconds, whn i kiss ths questionnaire gudbye

29. Have you told anybody you loved them today?

no

30. Who do you not get along with?

myself

31. What are you wearing right now?

Clothes. (Surprise Surprise!)

32. Are you wasting your time on the person you like?

no.dnt cl that wasting tim

33. How did you feel when you woke up?

Groggy.

34. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?

yes

35. Do you crack your knuckles?

Yes.

36. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?

crying

37. Who's the first B in your contacts?

Baba.

38. When was the last time you laughed really hard?

last year

39. Last awkward moment?

My existance is full of those

40. Are you afraid of the dark?

Yes.

41. Do you have good vision?

no

42. Have you ever tripped someone?

i do that always

43. Have you ever slapped someone?

myself

44. Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?

no laughter does not come easy

45. Can you go out in public looking like you do right now?

Yes, and you have a problem with that?

46. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?

Pretty much.

47. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?

Yes.

48. Do you miss the way things used to be?

yes

49. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

if it meant to hurt someone, i do

50. Want someone back in your life?

No.

51. Will tomorrow be better than today?

that is a misconception

52.Does it bother you when someone lies to you?

Depends on who the person is.

53. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?

y does any1 need to understand

54. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?

no.its nt forced

55. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?

no. i canlove. isnt that enuf?

TO OBLITERATE

Let us assume, and accept

For once, that our lives are

Are strewn

To tread in the path of obliterating

The reasons for living.

Temptation it doth not stand for,

Nor does it stand for love,

Sans hand, sans feet

To tread in the path of questioning

The reasons for living.

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I have taken turns

To take the rivulets flowing,

I have taken turns,

To make the vermillion glowing.

I have smelt the booty of their faces

And the lace of their eyes

And I have still...taken turns

To make the bangles clanking

And the trinkets lashing.

To have smoked her eyes of cries

And to mould her moment of shy’s

I have made the squirrels floating

And I have taken the clouds a gloating..

Amidst all her vermillion glowing.

(This eventually got published in Kinaara October-celebration issue)

Here is the link: http://kinaaramagazine.org/index.php/2009/10/anurag-mazumdar/

Paltry pumpkin

Can I touch you?

Paltry Pumpkin....

Your big snout face

And goose-fish skin....

To see your nose and

rosebed kin.

I wish I was an onion

On your sultry dumpkin

Your small clout face

And glum-fish skin

To see your scum and

pregnant kin

Can I touch you?

Paltry pumpkin

Bosom

When my hands reach your bosom, I feel
A small bird is cupped in my hands
If I cup it a little more, it will die---
I let the tip of my fingers roll on---
The feathers of your bosom wake up.
I hide the grain and the husk
Where the lips of your bosom meet the dusk
Your bosom screeches out in ecstasy---
While it flaps its “feathers”
And caresses my face, lips, chest and neck,
Your bosom.

(Translated from ‘Ston’---a Bengali poem by Shamsher Anwar, a poet of Bangladesh.
‘Ston’---in Bengali means “breasts”)

My own

Those spent years at the bar,
The dancing moves in the car,
Shared me..
My own,
Sun and the soul.

Have you sprouted eyes?
To see the creaks
The rivulets in my eyes..
My own,
Sun and the soul.

The flight of stairs you took,
And sent your scowl..to feel
The pain in me??
My own,
Sun and the soul.

Upside down and downside up,
She has walked the nostrils,
With bunnies on her side,
And fags on her lips.
She has sprouted her wings
With cats and dogs,
And walked with slings,
On shy kissed stairs.
She lights her lamp
With falling stars,
And makes love to,
Dancing bars.
The mounds of peace call you to melt the dew.
Your lap goes close to kiss the hue.